love, amor, liebe, amore, je t'aime.

Sometimes I hate you,
other times I cant get enough of you,
you twist my heart and confuse my mind,
I've never been happier to know you and sadder to not be able to have you,
you're different, you're just the same, you're special, you're you,
how can I make this pain go away but this smile to remain?,
how does the ache go and the memory stay?,
I feel useless, it's deeper than you know, it's deep in my soul,
I wish you could see my smile, like I've seen you,
I wish it was possible and I sit here and wait knowing it will never happen,
I'm tired of looking at you,
I'll shut you out of my life,
I will make it look like you don't exist,
I tried, it didn't work, I missed you,
you came back and again I wait and wish for the impossible.